Hey hey, I am back to update... Never update because busy and was down with mastitis hence got high fever for 2 days and mild fever for one day. I dun even have the strength to get down of bed for the 2 days. Thank god for my ever loving and helpful mother in law who help me take care of the 2 K's while I rest and of cos not forgetting my wonderful mother and sister who help me on sunday while I am in my "feverland".

Have been busy, crazy busy with my 2 boys. The first week that Kiern school reopened, I turned super EMO. I was crying everyday!!! A fellow mummy from a forum, sum up my day

"I can understand after u hv busy with ur #1 then follow by ur #2 and there's no time for u to rest and later u hv to pump ur milk by then it's almost done and it's abt time to fetch ur #1 from sch. All this work can be very tiring and all is buzy with our kids and no time for ourself. "

Moreover I am someone who wakes up in the morning, aim to finish something by the day and I must finish if not I be angry with myself so what happen is I aim to finish the household chores by the day but because busy with Kiern and Keon, I cannot finish then I breakdown. Now I learned to be flexible, if that day cannot do then dun do, just wait for next day. 

And I am so thankful to hubby for being there to help me, imagine when he was working morning shift, he got back from work at 9 plus, eat dinner and he suf net a while so by the time he hits the bed it will be 11plus and he need to wake up 4.30am to go to work. BUT hubby wakes up at 3am to help me as I am crying when Keon refused to sleep after he finished his milk. Because of this, i keep telling myself cannot cry and must be brave and positive cos hubby very tired. Things are getting better now.

^Keon

^Take 1

^Take 2. Kiern disturbed us by grabbing Keon and kissed him.

^Take 3. See my dark circles and eye bag :(

^Keon's new toy. Fisher price Infant-to-toddler rocker.