Zoomanji (Family day)



^BaBooS

^my "tattoo". Nice?

^He keep giving tat wink look whenever he took his pic.

^seducing...


^FOC Silly hat

^Hunk


^white tiger

^the kids make up for their mummies.. the result is so funny..



^inflated slide





^aren't he cute....




^Shirley n The Usual Suspect!!! They are just great, I can't believe they are the entertainer for the day. If you guys dunn them.. you be those kind who think singapore artist cannot make it and becos of you singapore artist really cannot make it! Anyway great band great voice great show!


Kiern's Birthday

^Class Pic

^Beheaded Barney

^Fooling around with his clicks

^Going up to another classroom

^birthday boy

^Class Pic

^Act cute

^no cake, no mood

^moody

^cheesy smile

^Baby and his aunties

^At this angle it seems tat the father wanna murder the son...

Finally exam over... now having a short break... will be starting my fypj on monday. So ke lian can, class 0514 only me and Yana on go fypj. Harmon going China then the rest go ipp. And the best part Yana started her fypj today or is it tomorrow?? She is starting earlier which mean monday only left me alone.... argh...

Will blog again either tomorrow or friday.... gonna post lotsa photos...

Its been so long since I last blog... Projects over and now its time for exam. Wanna start studying since monday but simply do not have the time...

Now at my in-laws place. At my place currently there is no internet as our com got problem will subscribe it once the com is fix. Just read yesterday newspaper, the LIFE section and one of the article, they are promoting Malaysia. The first paragraph the writer wrote that the reason she go KLis just to buy Vinnci shoes and I couldn't agree less... haha.. cos the reason I go Genting so often is to go and buy Vinnci shoes too... Each time I go I will buy minimum 2 pairs. The most recent Vinnci heels I bought which is like 2 months back?... got lotsa compliments from people even my communication skill teacher asked where I bought it. And now I am here... wishing to go and buy even more back... haha.. cos its been ages(at least to me) that I buy a shoes...

Have shifted in to my new home and there is loads of things to do... Morning wake up fetch baby to child care then go do some marketing then wash clothes, hang clothes, cook lunch after which its time to pick baby up... see how time flies so fast.... House still very messy cos not all furniture are in especially those kind of furniture that are for storage such as cupboard.. wanna buy but according to hubby, father in law said that better to wait for Lunar seventh month to end then buy. Then no choice lor, everything got to wait... But I am very proud of my kitchen, finish packing it and simply hearts(first time writing in this way, the youngster way I would say) my simple, clean, neat, WHITE kitchen. It is simple as in really simple... will show pics when I got time to take... Besides kitchen, living room and dining room is almost done except that I still waiting for Rick aka wc to buy me a 32 inch LCD tv. HA!

Baby three years old birthday is round the corner too... to be exact next friday.. will be bringing to Zoo next saturday as hubby company got family day there but other then tat we still do not have any plans for him... any suggestion?

Just got my new mobile phone le... Nokia 6110 navigator . Dearest mummy help me pay first. Got navigator now easier for me to find the way out when i lost my way when i driving.

Went to choose kitchen tiles as well as toilets door... still got a lot of things to do for new home. Lots of cleaning as well... anyone want to help me clean??...

Going to sleep soon after i update my project ui... now zombie le... yesterday only slept like 45 mins.. do project till 1 plus then my baby woke up.. he was so energetic that he only get back to sleep at 4am! Yes and he dun allow me to sleep.. keep calling me to play, to talk to me, to help him do his stuffs etc.. He repeated watching his thomas and friends vcd for like minimum 3 times. Slept at 4 am and 4.45am hubby wake me up to drive him to airbase again... i need my beauty sleep.. ciaoz...

So tired.. eyes closing le but decided to blog first before i be sleeping beauty.

This week seriously lack of sleep.

Monday: wake up at 5 plus to send lao ye to reservist at paya lebar air base.

Tuesday: wake up at 6.30m to send bro-in-law to school then lao ye to reservist, due to traffic jam and I drove from 6.50am to 8.10am but 8.10am reach home then is time to send baby to child care. So I drive 2 hours non-stop. Tired.

Wednesday: morning wake up early to prepare retail banking presentation. Night never sleep, do e-commerce ppt slides till like 4am then go sleep for two hours. Woke up on thursday morning 6am.

Thursday: Wake up 6am to study internet security. Serious dark circle around my eyes. Panda bear me. After school gave tuition, finally reached home around 7pm. Straight away i knock out. Never even remove make up or bath, i just doze off immediately. Wake up at around 9 plus to see lao ye came back and in daze went downstair to the dining area to eat dinner but no appetite, just want to go back and sleep so drank one small bowl of soup(in daze mode) and go back sleep. Wake up 12plus in daze mode still, drag myself to bath. After bath initially wanna do project but see bro-in-law using com so went back to sleep till 4.45 am.
Friday:

Friday: Wake up at 4.45am. Kana woken up by hubby to drive him to air base again. During school hours like energizer bunny, maybe becos i slept for very long. Go paint and clean new house.

Saturday: Paint and clean new house again.. very tiring cos hard work.. now body a bit aching liao. Just want to add that I ate chilli and butter crabs plus fish head curry... yummy!!

Though tired but this week, consider quite lucky. Never quite study for internet security quiz, so i answered those 60% i think is right answer one first. See the clock left less than 10 minutes and i have over 16 questions never answer so i put all false since the hints is there is more false answer than true. And guess what, I got 32/40!!! Damn lucky right...

E-commerce also.. so happy got a mark that surprised myself too.. a bit greedy now liao.. want to aim for distinction for that module.. dunno can get it a not.. but i will try...

now is 3.50am.. haven sleep.. jus finish e-com ppt slide.. really so sianz.. spend so much time understanding my members work but some i really dunno what they talking, need to ask them when i see them.. thought i could happily copy and paste all their parts in to ppt to compile for whole groups to save time but in the end i spend so much time on it till i haven study for internet security. Approximately 4 more hours to the test and i still haven sleep... haiz.. god help me...

Yesh... I going to say again that I am busy busy busy... A bit cannot take it le but will hold on to it. Its never easy to juggle so many things all at once. Right now I am juggling with school(project, quiz, presentation etc), tution assignment, new house stuff, household chores, my baby (which i dunno, why recently he like superglue to me) and driver(need to fetch my baby to school and lao ye to work, if he work morning shift, I have to wake up at 5.45am for both weekdays and weekend!).

This few days busy finding for contractor to do my kitchen and toilets. Oh and yes for most who dunno, I got my own home sweet home liao but not moving in so soon cos still need to renovate and paint. Have been running around to get renovation quotes but still haven find one that can satisfy our budget.

Next week will be another crazy week. Having quiz for e-commerce on monday, retail banking case study presentation on wednesday and internet security quiz on thursday. Then need to let Mr Benedict see our e-commerce presentation slide on thursday. Full completed project ui, database and my part expected to do finish by next week too... haiz... seriously those who chose IT as their course are just plain silly cos they will end up going crazy.

Anyway away from the busy week, I went to Genting last week before school reopen.

This time round I think baby got more fun as he dares to sit the kiddy rides which he dun previously. And of cos shopping!!!

One funny story to share with all which happened during the trip:

During our stay, we stayed at Hotel Resort and we are lucky enough to stay at their newly renovated rooms. So during our first night stay, my sis bought Gogo Frank cheeseballs. She went to bath while my baby and I eat the cheeseballs. I ate one and pass the whole box to my baby while I flip thru the newspaper and before I knew it, my baby ate the rest(i think is 4 of it). I told him I want to eat then he smile sheepishly and passed the box to me.

Its an empty box so i said to him " wah you eat so fast"

then he ran in front of the toilet door and shouted "yi yi, I eat so fast!"

He keep repeating that till I heard a scream from my sis. I walked to the toilet door and my baby is not there. Then when I turning around I saw my boy in the closet opening the door which will reveal the toilet. The closet can be open two side, one side of cos is from the room and the side is from the toilet which mean you can take clothes from the closet thru the room and toilet. Dun get what i trying to say? Well I got pics to explain about the closet.

^See the wooden sliding door, thats the door which u open from the room.

^This pic was taken from the toilet. See part of the mirror with me in it?
The mirror is the sliding door for the same closet from the toilet.



^On the left is the glass door of the shower area
On the right is the closet.


More pictures:

^nice resort theme toilet



^Thank god for the coke after a 5 hours plus journey
Fyi he bought the coke at 3.45 AM







^baby playing arcade.





^Acting cool


^see my idiotic sis at the back




Went to NeWater Plant as national education excursion. Nothing much there but still something new to me cos never been there before this excursion. Took some pics, enjoy...


^NeWater runway


^Look like mee suan but actually is filter


^Ask this rick to kiss the gal, he go grabs her boob. Prevert on alert!!!

Computer Breakdown

So sad and feeling so unlucky. My brother in law com breakdown and all the buttons that i have created for the common user interface for the project are all in there. I have been too tired to think of backup. Its totally so sui... asked hubby to help me fix, hopefully he is able to fix it.

At Suntec Wealth Fountain




^Baby fooling around

Car Wash

^He super serious like professional

Baby Fish

^My fish gave birth again.

Barney eyes

^mummy bought this singing barney for baby and the eyes can be turned.

^saw my baby sleeping position this morning, so funny pose.

Busy Week

Busy week... Start this week term break with project discussion on monday(gave tution as well) and tuesday. On tuesday after project discussion, went out with my mom and sis. So funny can, I rent a car and it is auto/manual aka semi-manual and i got a hard time getting used to the car, keep laughing in the car while driving. Drove the whole day and super tired cos we lost our way.

On wednesday went to find school for my baby then drove my sis to habour front, yet again we lost our way. Called my dad(our gps)for direction before setting out, he said go by CTE then AYE then exit Pasir Pajar. So off we go from CTE to AYE then i saw a signage which said exit telok blangah. Told sis that i think we overshot cos my classmate wai chong keep saying his place near sentosa and vivo city so i pretty sure we have to exit telok blangah. Sis said dad said exit pasir pajar. So we go straight and further we go reaching Jurong port and going towards Tuas. That is not the worse part. When my sis finally alight at habour front, she kept saying "jie go straight remember must go straight to expressway then go home..." Guess what the go straight is going to Jurong again... Lucky I knew it soon enough to u-turn. I really suck at direction. Need my dad wherever I go. He know the direction but cannot drive, I can drive but dunno direction. One is the head, the other is the hands and legs.

Driving alone and blasting music can be a way to destress but driving can be very tired especially when I keep losing my way... Driving can be expensive too.. The day i rent the car, the petrol, ERP and parking fee cost me more than 70 bucks. When buying car in singapore really need to think hard.. if not, got car no money...

Anway then on thursday, continue to find school for baby under the super hot sun. Finally found one and registered him for next year. Thursday and Friday I have been trying to do the user interface for my project but i got huge problems with vb to a breaking point where i nearly cry then ah bao asked me why dun give vb student do?, he also said for us to do vb we will need a lot of help, just like how he got help from others during his opp. Well I did sort of ask them. I email my team mates to give them 2 options, 1 is to do their own function without the common user interface, 2 is anyone volunteer to help me us(its our project, remember?) do the common ui and once i settle the vb problem then i will continue from there. And sad to say, only Yana(same as me, she is J2EE path) offers to help. The rest chose option 1. I was kinda disappointed, like ah bao said last sem, why is leader supposed to do all the things(design, compile etc), there is no points to say leader should do all, leader are there to guide the team not bao ka liao. And the problem is if the project meet with any problems, the leader get all the stabbed cos there is sure to be complaints among group members without the leaders knowing.

Today mood is so much better than the past two days. For the past two days, I felt kinda sad and super disappointed. On monday my course coordinate, Ms Tan called to see if i am interested to go China for OPP. Have receive 2 emails from her but I never reply or go for the briefing. But after talking to her, she said it will be good for career and blah blah blah... I was interested to go but i also need to consider for my family and my in laws which i told ms tan then she asked me to attend the briefing first to understand more then decide.

I called Harmon to ask him if he going for the long or short term of OPP but he did not pick up the phone. He called me back and my mother in law overheard my conversation with him. She told me it will be a good opportunity to go and ask me not to worry about my baby, she will arrange the rest, she just asked me to grab this opportunity and dun worry anything else. I was very touched by her support but in the end, hubby dun allow me to go. I was utterly disappointed. Nothing much to say, i guess this opportunity will be another regret in my life.

Picture Gallery

^Pretty roses.. The red roses is so red that it look like velvet in reality.

^a bit of red wine made me look "rosy".

Hubby was trying to snap shot me when just nice my son ran passed and snap him to.

My baby smile and gesture not done intentionally, he jus so happened to run pass with that smile and gesture.

^Hubby aunt whose birthday is same day as me..

^clutch bag from my mei mei

^Present from my mum.. seriously i dunno why she buy this for me.

Will upload the pic of the item of this present later...

Here comes the weekend.... so is my term break.... But this semester term break will be doing project project project. 3 different projects. Tired really tired, have been doing reports after reports. May need to buy somemore formal wear for presentation, this sem like wear so many times of formal wear that it kind of become a norm.

Anyway the good news is I got my driving license. Finally! Haha, thought I will fail cos the tester nag from the start to the end of the test but after all the nagging he gave me a pass. haha, need to thank the tester cos i also learn a lot from him. Straight after i pass the test, I went back home then my mil asked me to go for "driving orientation" cos my in-laws car is mercs which is auto, continental plus it is bigger compare to the usual car i drove which was manual, japanese and medium car. So there we go, I was the driver, my bro-in-law seat beside me while my mil and kiern-boy seat behide. We go round and round seletar reservoir, saw my com skill 2 teacher at the seletar reservoir carpark, i was driving and she was trying to cross the road so i signal her to go first then i think she thought i looked familiar cos she keep turning back to see me.. haha.. i did not recognise her until later part.

Then suddenly the car engine stalled. Mil said i never accelerate enough then I was thinking auto car can never stall engine then bro-in-law replied to mil "impossible where got auto car stall engine one". The car was like stuck at a small slope. We tried all ways and no way the car start so mil called sos.. my father-in-law. Eventually, he walked from the home to the seletar reservoir. By car it is near less than 5 mins can reach but by leg it was like more than 15mins. haha.. so in the end he called the garage ppl and they said need to tow the car. So there he is waiting for the tow truck while the rest of us walked all the way back home and poor me have to carry a 15kg small boy all the way cos he refused to let anyone else carry. Anyway the car was fix immediately once it reached the garage. Fil said one wire was damage that why. Brother in law keep saying i so unlucky first time drive then this kinda thing happen.. haiz.. i hope it won't happen again.

Initially, my baby refused to let me drive. He keep siting on the driver seat and hold the key. In the end, bil lied that he will drive and took the keys from baby while my mil grabbed baby to the back then I hurried sat at the driver seat and started driving. Baby keep crying said mummy cannot drive, i want to go home. Asked my mil go away. We said we bring him see monkey he said no. After about 5 mins drive, my baby got used and just enjoying his ride. He was not used to mummy driving cos most of the time i be sitting with him that why. I guess he has to get use to it...

Today while coming back home, in a cab, I suddenly felt a little emo. Was alone in the cab, well of cos the driver is there doing his job, while I seat at the back of taxi alone. Looking out of the window watching people goes by at Orchard Road. Realised Orchard change a lot, with all the new shopping malls coming up and some old malls renovating or had renovated. Thought of my 23 years life. Life is never so rosy, most people who see me now thinks that I have a good life but you guys never know what I have been through. Thought of how I wasted about 2 years of my life job hopping, never study, clubbing etc. I could have done so much in those 2 years. But if its wasn't for those 2 years, I will not have my precious baby and if its wasn't for those 2 years, I will not have a extended wonderful family. I guess that is what you call blessing in disguise. I know sometimes in school now, people will think I kiasu or arrogant, keep wanting to get good grades but that because I know how important education is to this society and of cos its very important for me, for my future and I tried so hard to study again, that why I do not want to give up so easily and I cannot give up. Saw people dress pretty go clubbing, meet up with friends... but here I am alone.. then thought of all my frens that left their foot prints in my life... who will be the one I can turn to when something happens to me, who will be there for me when I need a fren, then again I cannot think of anyone. Can't blame my frens cos I am not good in socializing, networking or even keeping in touch with them.. Am I a good person or bad person? After 23 years of life span, I still trying very hard to understand myself or should I say trying very hard to be the prefect someone.. had see people who said one thing and do another thing.. see people who back-stab one another... see people who talk bad at people yet act like an angel in front of everyone.. this kinda people let me think if I unknowingly am one of them.. and sometimes I am scared, scared of myself as I do see the evil me... And why do people celebrate birthday? Is to celebrate that we stay alive for the one year or is to celebrate that we are nearer to R.I.P?... Hubby just called to say Happy Birthday to me... was thinking how nice will it be if someone give me a small surprise? Hubby will never give me surprise cos he is the most practical old man you ever seen. Guess the surprise I want, I will need my baby to grow up then maybe he will give his mummy surprised and am crossing my fingers that is will not be too practical like his daddy... if not I may not get any surprised for the rest of my life...

Just came back from my retail therapy. Seriously I need to restraint myself from spending money for the next 2 months. Have been spending a little too much this past one month. For com skill, I went to AMK hub to get a bottom for presentation but in the end I got myself a top, skirt and 2 pairs of shoes. Friends who know me well know i am shoe craze. Then today wanna buy foundation cos my Anna Sui foundation crack up and in the end I bought a foundation, 2 tops, 1 clutch bag and 1 hp pouch.. but the clutch bag and hp pouch, my sis offer to buy for me as birthday present so thank you... and I nearly bought another pair of shoe today after my sis left but too bad the size I want is out of stock. My sis was trying to stop me from buying during our shopping trip, "No shoe, no more shoe, you have a lot of shoes"... This month I seriously overspend.. still got stuffs from victoria secert... haiz.. that's the problem with gals. We can't seem to stop ourselves from some "harmless" retail therapy.

So tired.. birthday coming le... but dun have the feeling of happy cos so many things to think of.. project, proposal, resume, cover letter..... my mei mei asked me what i want for birthday 2 days ago, told her i will think n let her know but up till now no time to think... haiz....