Happy 3rd year wedding anniversary, baobei!!! Yes so fast 3rd year liao... baby also turning 3 soon. Yana asked if we are celebrating and the answer is no cos lao ye is working night shift today. Anyway I almost forgot about it till lao ye asked me yesterday, "When is our ROM day?", weird that he suddenly asked then check the date on com and replied "today" then he said no is 3 years ago. Thanks dear...
Anyway got a great site to intro to get to know yourself better, http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm . You guys should go and try, freaking accurate. I tried it twice and it seems to read my mind twice. It simply know how I feel deep down in the darkest area of my heart which of course only I will know as i never like yaking about my feeling or ups or downs but this test simply said it out on how I feel, amazing!!!
First tried result:
Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.
You are a leader and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.
The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.
You are exhausted, over stressed and you refuse to give in. You are trying to minimise the tension by being physically active. It would seem that you are experiencing problems with an existing relationship and try as you might, you find it impossible to alter the situation because there is no co-operation. There is an urgent need for proper understanding which may only be accomplished by communication. At this time you feel that there is no 'give and take' on either side. This is resulting in constant depression. You are irritable and it could be said by your nearest and dearest that 'you are hard to live with'. You feel the urgent need to get away from it all - even it's only for a little while. You may be finding it difficult now to make firm decisions - you are restless and generally uptight.
Be it through unfulfilled emotional requirements, whatever the circumstances you are experiencing considerable stress, be it mental or physical. To your credit you are attempting to escape from this by endeavouring to create a semblance of peace and serenity by refusing to allow yourself to be involved. You have the strength to 'pull through' and all indications are that you will... perhaps sooner than you even believed possible.
2nd tried result:
You are seeking protection against anything which might seem to be exhausting you or tiring you out. It would appear that you are seeking a life of security and physical ease, free from any problem or disturbance.
Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.
At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.
Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.
You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.
The first result said that I am worry, concern and over stressed.. ya giving myself high expectation, that why...
As for second result, "You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.", this is just so freaking true...
You guys go and try and let me know how you find the result,ya? Please tag to let me know cos i want to know if it is really accurate, thanks...
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Tomorrow school reopen... yesh.. third year liao. Now can slowly think of what I want to do after finish poly. Try for another baby is definitely on the plan after poly, haha... my parents, parent-in-law, sis have been indirectly and directly hinting for a granddaugther or niece but this kinda thing cannot control, see how fate ba.
Will be kinda busy for the rest of the year, due to the new home coming. Somemore need to find new childcare. Never easy to be a mummy. Mummy I Love You! Ha! Finally know how much effort mummy put in for bringing us up.
Bought 8days and read their article on "The annoying list". Agreed with most and strongly disagreed with some too. I mean what strong with the writers? They are like single childless ppl who said "Parent-operated baby strollers" and "The day walkers" as annoying? I know most ppl will agree with the writers but you guys will understand one day if you are parents.
Here is my annoying list:
1. Girls who do not know how to use a toilet bowl.
2. Hypocrite people. I met my fair share of this kind of people.
3. Chinese mushroom. Never like the smell of chinese mushroom aka smelly mushroom. I know its just me but I simply hate it!
4. Youngster who think they are very cool when they do some stupid thing. Instead of cool, they let ppl think they are just so oh CHILDISH! Example of their "cool" antics: shout and talk a loud in a shopping mall, all the dog or cat whisper.
5. People who act in bus and mrt. The moment this kind of people see old folks, pregnant ladies, kids they act like the never see, sleep, read book/magazine or chat with their friends. Well one day you be old too, dun said I never warn you...
6. People with no basic manner. Where is "thank you" and "please" go to... ever help a person and never get a thank you but that person tend to say thank others even if I am the one who solve the problem. What my help is not a help? Whatever!
7. People who give display ornaments(photo frame, teddy bear etc) as birthday present. If you are not sincere about giving present, dun give. It will be a waste of YOUR MONEY. Some will said "it's the thoughts that count" where is the thoughts when you decide to buy a display ornaments.
8. People who try to force people to change their religion by insulting other religions or by cheating/lying. Come on.. If you want people to embrace and believe your religion, first of all, learn to respect other religion. If you dun respect other who will respect you. And worse of all, attacking the weakling in hospital who are dying or really sick to make them convert. Hey what wrong with you guys? Can't let the dying people to die in peace? I been cheated for so many times by this people even by those who I used to respect dearly, sad...
9. SAM machine. This freaking machine got no back button! Anything wrong you need to start all over again. Where is the back button!!!!
10. My baby. Haha, he is at the stage where attention, attention and attention is what he want. He screams, cry at the wee bit of things, insist his own way of doing thing, repeating question which you had answered--> Example on a bus:
Kiern: "I press ok?" (with his finger pointing the bus stop button or bell, whatever it is)
Me: "No, When we are getting down I will let you know then you press ok?"
Kiern: "ok"
Less than 15 secs...
Kiern: "I press, I press ok?"
Me: (Reply the same thing)
Kiern: "ok"
Less than 15 secs...
Kiern: "I press, I press"
Me: "NO!" (stern tone plus stare)
Kiern: "I press, I press..."
Me: "NO!" (stern tone plus stare)
Kiern: "I press, I press..."
Me: Ignore mode
I gave up. He will said he want to pass urine for every 5 mins just because he want to play the flush button in toilet. But still he is my baby and he is just so cute... :P
Will be kinda busy for the rest of the year, due to the new home coming. Somemore need to find new childcare. Never easy to be a mummy. Mummy I Love You! Ha! Finally know how much effort mummy put in for bringing us up.
Bought 8days and read their article on "The annoying list". Agreed with most and strongly disagreed with some too. I mean what strong with the writers? They are like single childless ppl who said "Parent-operated baby strollers" and "The day walkers" as annoying? I know most ppl will agree with the writers but you guys will understand one day if you are parents.
Here is my annoying list:
1. Girls who do not know how to use a toilet bowl.
2. Hypocrite people. I met my fair share of this kind of people.
3. Chinese mushroom. Never like the smell of chinese mushroom aka smelly mushroom. I know its just me but I simply hate it!
4. Youngster who think they are very cool when they do some stupid thing. Instead of cool, they let ppl think they are just so oh CHILDISH! Example of their "cool" antics: shout and talk a loud in a shopping mall, all the dog or cat whisper.
5. People who act in bus and mrt. The moment this kind of people see old folks, pregnant ladies, kids they act like the never see, sleep, read book/magazine or chat with their friends. Well one day you be old too, dun said I never warn you...
6. People with no basic manner. Where is "thank you" and "please" go to... ever help a person and never get a thank you but that person tend to say thank others even if I am the one who solve the problem. What my help is not a help? Whatever!
7. People who give display ornaments(photo frame, teddy bear etc) as birthday present. If you are not sincere about giving present, dun give. It will be a waste of YOUR MONEY. Some will said "it's the thoughts that count" where is the thoughts when you decide to buy a display ornaments.
8. People who try to force people to change their religion by insulting other religions or by cheating/lying. Come on.. If you want people to embrace and believe your religion, first of all, learn to respect other religion. If you dun respect other who will respect you. And worse of all, attacking the weakling in hospital who are dying or really sick to make them convert. Hey what wrong with you guys? Can't let the dying people to die in peace? I been cheated for so many times by this people even by those who I used to respect dearly, sad...
9. SAM machine. This freaking machine got no back button! Anything wrong you need to start all over again. Where is the back button!!!!
10. My baby. Haha, he is at the stage where attention, attention and attention is what he want. He screams, cry at the wee bit of things, insist his own way of doing thing, repeating question which you had answered--> Example on a bus:
Kiern: "I press ok?" (with his finger pointing the bus stop button or bell, whatever it is)
Me: "No, When we are getting down I will let you know then you press ok?"
Kiern: "ok"
Less than 15 secs...
Kiern: "I press, I press ok?"
Me: (Reply the same thing)
Kiern: "ok"
Less than 15 secs...
Kiern: "I press, I press"
Me: "NO!" (stern tone plus stare)
Kiern: "I press, I press..."
Me: "NO!" (stern tone plus stare)
Kiern: "I press, I press..."
Me: Ignore mode
I gave up. He will said he want to pass urine for every 5 mins just because he want to play the flush button in toilet. But still he is my baby and he is just so cute... :P
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Monday, April 09, 2007
Random Pictures
^was packing my baby clothes and realised for 2 years plus, he had lotsa clothes consider that I gave 2 big packs away to other parents-to-be
^Liling Baby Gal, Rui Wen
^She is just soooo cute... Oh.. and my new ugly hair..
^Liling niece. She so cute too, entertain us when we visited Liling. She danced, play piano and want us to clap for her everytime she stop.
^Have been lazy to go out to buy a rubber band to tie my hair so how i survive the past super hot days? With 2 colour pencils....
Woohoo... One more week to school reopen. One last year to go... can't wait...
For the past 3 days, having stomach upset. Doctor said due to food poisoning but seriously, I think otherwise cos I ate the same stuff as my family so why only me kana? Just glad to have medicine to stop me from going toilet.
Oh, I got a new hairstyle few days ago and I hate it. Still trying to get use to it. I wanna to dye my hair black and cut it short then the hairstylist advice me not to cut it short instead he suggested for something different and got why do I listen to him! The worse he suggested some streak of brown and one part of my hair is GREEN!!! He said its chemical reaction, he can't do anything. Luckily I can clip under my hair to hide that green away. Will dye it black once 2 weeks is over cos i dun want to dye now to damage my hair.
Will update my wishlist real soon cos going to have my own home sweet home.. yesh... so any kind soul who see my wishlist, maybe you be kind enough to grant my wish.. please,please,please...
For the past 3 days, having stomach upset. Doctor said due to food poisoning but seriously, I think otherwise cos I ate the same stuff as my family so why only me kana? Just glad to have medicine to stop me from going toilet.
Oh, I got a new hairstyle few days ago and I hate it. Still trying to get use to it. I wanna to dye my hair black and cut it short then the hairstylist advice me not to cut it short instead he suggested for something different and got why do I listen to him! The worse he suggested some streak of brown and one part of my hair is GREEN!!! He said its chemical reaction, he can't do anything. Luckily I can clip under my hair to hide that green away. Will dye it black once 2 weeks is over cos i dun want to dye now to damage my hair.
Will update my wishlist real soon cos going to have my own home sweet home.. yesh... so any kind soul who see my wishlist, maybe you be kind enough to grant my wish.. please,please,please...
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